In the arm of Jesus
David Ray
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Born Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 2:49 P.M. He was born into the arm of Jesus. He Weighted 6lbs. 14oz. and was 19 1/2 inch long Born to the parents of Dawn & David Sr. David Had Dark brown curly hair and long dark eyelashes and a full face and handsome little boy too Me!!!!
Let me start from the begin I found I was pregnant with you on March 8th of 2005 and I came home and told your Dad and your Grandma ( Dad's Mom)and then your older sister Anita and Jenny and Then we told the rest of the Family and then at church but the pregnancy would somewhat high-risk because of the high-blood pressure and the diabetes ( Before the Pregnancy) They did different test and echo on my heart to see how thing where doing e.t.c. and On May 11, 2005 we had our first u/s done and got to see you. I had some what of easy pregnancy with this fourth pregnancy I had morning sickness especially when I smelled bread and tuna and got heartburn from spice food and I had to take easy and some bed rest.
Then The month October came Ans I was in my nine month and I tried to get some rest but was not easy have to get up at different time day night going to the bathroom all the time then One morning I woke with mild cramps those mild cramps got worst by the mins. and then I knew Was in labor with you We when pick up your sister at school and drove you to your Grandma house and Dad took you and your sister up to Grandma place to watch you and then we when to the hospital they try find the heart beat but nothing at all thy did U/s Nothing at and Sorry But you're Baby is died and I wanted to push but not in the right room they took me back to labor & Delivery and It was just me & my Husband for few mins and I had to push and I felt some thing come out in it was the baby foot I gave birth to my baby breech and that when we found out you where a boy they ask if I want to hold you right way and I said no they place you in the warmer the in bassinet took you for pictures and the they weight you measure you and after picture We got to see I did want to hold yet I was still shock yet. Our Pastor from the church came to see us and Sister-in law and husband came up also I was in the hospital for few days and Then I was Discharged from the hospital on Oct 27 I got to hold then and talk to you and touch you and gave you kiss then we gave back to the nurse who took you back and we when home the next couple day where a blurrrr
We set up your funeral arrangements for Nov 1,2005 at 11:00 A.M But we got see you first to see how you looked and to have some time alone but any came to see . You were dress in your onines t-shirt with pocket that was red and diaper and wrap -up in Winnie the pooh blanket and fleece yellow blanket and teddy bears and Binky that blue with air plane on the clip to your blanket that from Daddy and sun glass from Cousin Lillian and Aunt Lora Then We laid you rest in the Cemetery in area that is call Kiddie land plot 6 5 edit 14 that the number of where you are at in kiddie land And go there almost everyday except when it too cold or it rain really hard
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"How softly you tiptoed into my world, so silently, only a moment you stayed, but what an imprint your footsteps have left upon my heart."
"A Pair of Shoes"
I am wearing a pair of shoes. They are ugly shoes. Uncomfortable shoes. I hate my shoes. Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair. Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step. Yet, I continue to wear them. I get funny looks wearing these shoes. They are looks of sympathy. I can tell in others eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs. They never talk about my shoes. To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable. To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them. But, once you put them on, you can never take them off. I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes. There are many pairs in this world. Some woman are like me and ache daily as they try and walk in them. Some have learned how to walk in them so they don't hurt quite as much. Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt. No woman deserves to wear these shoes. Yet, because of these shoes I am a stronger woman. These shoes have given me the strength to face anything. They have made me who I am. I will forever walk in the shoes of a woman who has lost a child.
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